Tiring

Just wanna cry today. Much problems. I am tired with it. I need more rest, more holidays to make my mind fresh. Hmmmm i have to change some wrong with my self to be better. But i dont know what can i do. Where i have to start. Who will help me. Who will make me strong when someone hurts me. Dont sow seed crimes, i swear you'll be feel what you did. 

To change something that hard, need more times

Just because something wrong that can make you lose your friends

Just because we dislike something thats not mean you can dispose it because you will need what you disposed

Anyone can said anything to me but they dont know what i feel. Is that hurt me. Is that make me down. They dont know. They just know i am false and they are right

To stay in the hard condition, that is so hard

Sometimes i wanna back what happen on the past. I remembered about Widhi, about my parent, about my another bestfriend in Junior High School. I want i can make stupid joke with widhi. He can make me cry, happy, angry. I need him to make me strong in this condition now.

No one knows what i feel today

Anyone can said with easier when i am false without know what i feel. Thats hurt for me

I need a true bestfriend who can help me to change my self. Who cant hurt me when she said something wrong with me