I have been graduation on 16th June, ago. I love that day. I love the way spending my last time with all of my friends. That was a great day. The day who just happened for once time. Like we couldn't repeat that moment, but just could remember the sweet memories. I love and enjoy my Senior High School. Because everybody's said to me, that the SHS is the most greatest moment of our life.
After graduation, i taken photo with my bestfriend.
Okey, kita bahas yang lain yah... hehe
Hmmm I am proud of my friends who could choose what they want. Choose what they really want, grab with the hardest, and responsibility with it. But it didn't happen to me. I should do what i didn't want, but i should responsibility with it. No matter i really don't want.
But i was always trying to think that was a good choice
Always remember that god has always plan. And everybody's have their destiny. So that's why we should be thankful to god.
Enjoy your life
Dear my ex-best friend,
Thank you for everything's that had done. No matter how much sweet memories between us, and how much bad memories between us too. Thank you for always listen everything's my problem, no matter you had been busy. You always stay beside me and listen what i told. I miss the old us. I miss when we spent everytime's together. Like we are owner in this world. Like we had our world, there's no anybody know it. I miss the old us, when you came in to "zangrandi ice cream" no matter you were in PTC, and came to there place, just for hear my problem. I told my problem to you, and exactly you gave a suggestion, and didn't forget to cheer me up again.
Unfortunately, our friendship had been done. I did it. I was not regret what i did. I really really don't regret what i did. I just miss the old us, when the memories came to my mind. I just dissapointed what you did to me. Exactly that was so hurt for me. Like i am the only one who be the bad people in this world. You said, that you did not need me to be your best friend any more. You said, that with or without me on your world, that was not make you disappear. And exactly i was hurt. I was sick what you said to me. After that shit, that you started, i thought and i said to myself, to had done this.
When we could meet again in other life, just say hay to me. And introdruce yourself like we were a stranger.
I had taken photo with my class "twelve social 2" on Pabrik Soda, Surabaya, for year book. I just want to the point, i was dissapointed with this! My friend gave that photo in my flashdisk, then i opened on my PC and i found so much "piiiip" photo. All of 403 photo's i just found 10 photo's of me, and i looked beautiful just on 3 photo's. I felt it was not fair. Just... Yeah... I thought you know what i mean
Haiiiiiiiii.... lama nggak posting hehe.
Hanya sedang mencari mood yang bagus buat posting, dan malem ini mood yang bagus itu datang hehe.
Yesterday, on 10 november 2012 that was a beautiful date, and it means, i was on sweet seventeen yeayyyyyy. Hmmm SPECIAL! DOUBLE WOW! DOUBLE SPECIAL. My beloved friends, my beloved best friend, my beloved family, my beloved UNYU came on my party. It was so happiness. I feel so happy. Everything was beautiful. Hmm... i just don't know, how could i explain my feeling. But It was happy. And it made me can't sleep after my party, cause something was happen on there hehe.
What about my feeling on my 17th. Happy. Special. Beautiful. Simple.
INTINYAAAAA AKU SENENG, MAKASIH BUAT TEMAN TEMAN DAN KELUARGA, MAKASIH BUAT UCAPANNYA, KADONYA, DOANYA, MENYEMPATKAN WAKTU UNTUK DATANG. MAKASIH ^^
Unfortunately-out off people who came on my birthday-i felt not comfortable with my birthday. Who I was prepared it with myself without being helped other people, with my perfectionist, i wished it could be a perfect birthday by me, exactly. But everything that was too much wishes it won't happen like i want. Like example my cake. It was really really wrong! I mean, my name was wrong on there. And my make up hadn't made me beautiful, i had looked like "aunty aunty". Then, i didn't enough like my photo. Cause i felt that looked so flat. No "angel" made it good. Oooooh... If i could, i would like to get it back and make a really really perfect party by me.
And this is it all of my photo
Selamat Hari Raya Idul Fitri. Minal Aidzin Wal Faidzin, Mohon Maaf Lahir dan Batin
Seneng banget, tahun ini lebarannya bareng bareng, gak kayak yang tahun kemarin hehe. Keluarga besar dari Eyang Uti pada ngumpul semua. Di awali seperti biasa setiap lebaran, aku pasti balik ke rumah, terus sholat di sana dan berunjung unjung ke tetangga terus baru ke rumah Uti. Pas unjung unjung tadi, surprise banget ngelihat tetangga yang dulunya "cupu dan nggak banget" sekarang jadi "iya banget" hmmm... berasa kayak di film thailand "Crazy Little Things Called First Love" ada yang tau film itu? Kalau nggak tau, intinya dulu dia jelek, terus tiba tiba jadi cantik dan semua orang suka sama dia.
Terus ada orang di "masa lalu" that comes and make my life feels better hehe. Terus yang lebih parahnya ya, nggak dapet THR an gitu dari saudara saudara, katanya udah gede. Hmmm.. jadi iri liat Aya sama Noval yang dapet THR banyak gitu
Theeeeen, i feel not comfortable with the important thing that i can't share in here hehe. Something that really really important and i really need it, it is not comfort for me again. I wanna make it better, but i can't. I am afraid when i will hurt with what i do. Oh damn, i feel so confuse with this feelings
Intinyaaaaaa, Selamat lebaran semuanyaaaaaaaaaa
